I am not a New Year resolution advocate
But there is something
About January
Could be symbolic
A number change from 2022 to 2023
Which evokes the paradoxical me
Where I see the beauty in incongruence
Reminiscent of a year gone and hopeful for a new tomorrow
With these thoughts in my cauldron
I have a tete- a tete with Simms 2022
Together we traverse and witness,
The Hades me where I cringe to see the pettiest version of me
The struggling me trying to decipher parenting to keep up with my teenage daughter
The coward me who didn’t take a bullet for a friend
The distrustful me getting past prejudice in way of new relationships
The tragic me grieving the loss of a precious one
The conscientious me who gave her sweat blood and tears to work
The phoenix me edging me on to evolution
The beauty of this journey into my pensive was,
There were no facades
I lay bare my soul with a promise to be a better Simms 2023